~~my little world~~

stupid charlie~~
the questions are so easy, u also can do mistake!!!!!
still said easy and know how to do!!!
somemore so fast left exam hall~~~u tought u really so geng meh!!!
heng r!!! how come i can did it wrongly???
how come??? now also don't know how many questions were used that formula.....
don't know how many marks i will lost...but even one mark also important for me le!!!haiz...
actuallly, i already understand all the particular topics and all the formulas were in my mind ed....now also can remember all the formulas...
but why??
i can did it wrongly!!!
just can say me too careless and stupid ed..
i should not do this mistake d...should not!!!
the questions are not tought!!!! somemore i calculated two times ed...haiz
is me careless...make me no mood now....

the moral that i get from this time is see clearly before answering the questions..
dont make myself regret anymore and lost the marks....
the most important thing is CANNOT LEAVE THE HALL early...must wait till end of exam!!!
remember charlie!!!!

boring r....
do not what to do r...
study? feel wanna relax as just finish tests and assignments..
sleep? do not feel sleepy..
paly? do not wan play what...ed played game til sien..
watch drama? do not wan watch wat drama..if i choose to watch drama then sure cham d la..no ned eat,sleep and do homework ed..
go out? lazy to go...
chat? chatting with frens now but feel sien oso...

WHAT SHOULD I DO????
WAHT SHOULD I DO???? ++++====>>> SIEN r..

think wanna msg him but he is working now....
sure din reply me d..
somemore if reply after his works then oso few sentences oly...
so better dun wan msg him...
argh!!!!!!

i wan go back...
miss my parents, my lovely home, my bed and my toilet....
haiz...must wait 2moro just can back r...
sien diao yao sei r...
who can help me???????

haha..stupid me, owez waste time to do something for him..hehe..
but i think should be valueable ba...
wat i will do for this time le..hehe..
it is not a secret but it is a secret to him...@_@

in this few weeks, i keep thinking what i wan to do in this coming sem break le..
think for few weeks ed...
finally i got an idea...
i wan make a birthday cake for him..
so most probably i will use this sem break time to learn how to do a birthday cake...
although his birthday is still far away but i think it is the suitable time for me to start learn ed..
because i know myself dont have much time to learn as i still need to work also and do it correctly plus delicious in a short time period..
therefore, i should start in this coming sem break..hehe..
i can't wait for this coming holidays ed..
i tell myself that i must learn it probably and pratice until i can do it..
actually, i want do his favorite cake but my fren told me i should learn how to do tiramisu..
as they said tiramisu just can show the feelings..haha..tat's y confusing..hehe..
but i think i will follow what they said ba..hehe..

btw,my lovely friend said wan record down my effort in learning and doing the cake to let him see my effort...(thx to her o, love u)
but i think this is not the most important that i want from making this cake..
i just wan him feel my real effort and heart....
hehe..hope he can feel it...
i hope he will like it..

waiting that day....
hope i reli got that time to do and achieve the target that i was set....

charlie gambate!!

yesterday, i was attended a friend b'day party...
at there, i realised one thing was happened...
as i guess, he was very sad at yesterday night ba..(xx, am i right?)
keep see the girl that he likes was forcing by others to take photo with xx...
and he just can see over there, cannot do anything that he wants to do, as he and she just a normal friend...
actually, i just wan tell him that " i know your feelings"...
it like the heart was pierced by the knife.. it is very pain....
but, i really don't know that..
why he can pretend nothing was happened!!! (very geng lo)...
if for me...i will silent and sit over there or choose to chat with other friend and don't want see what they are doing there..haha..
anyway, just hope he can faster recover and happy forever la...hehe...


god please faster let him find his true love ba..jia you o...

finally he was sent by company to oversea ed...
actually this is a great thing, which he should feel happy...
but as i know this will make him feel suffer and stress when going to work at oversea next time...
as he needs to determine:
1) what stocks can attract Malaysia people?
2) isn't this stocks will be sales in M'sia?
3) how much sholud it sales?
4)....n lotz...
i think all of this consideration will make him crzay ba...but i trust at him that he can handle all of this...
because he is not a stupid person..he got his own thinking of doing business...
so sure he can d..
i just hope that he can know "everything also have their own problem jsut see how we going to solve it only~~~and every problem has their own solution just c whether we manage to find the solution or not"
so i wan to tell him "zai, dun feel stress just do whatever u think is correct...believe urself u can settle everything that given by ur uncle...the most important thing is i believe at u"

ailks...suddenly very miss him pula...
don't know how is he at there???
after work sure very boring d as i know his attitude...
but i couldnt accompany him and i cant call him as well...
just hope he is in the good condition lo...
miss u o..
all the best~~
kick away all the stress that is surrounding u~~~kick kick kick

omg~~im just finished my taxation test...
actually should feel happy after test but im in a moody situation as i did it very poor~~~
how come i can forget all things that i was studied??
and what i was focused are not tested....
but came out with all theories that i was simply go through d...
sad diao..
it's 20% of the final marks....
reli gone jor le la...
aiks...

erm, it was happened on Saturday night...

after back from work, i was felt hungry and went to kitchen for a milo, and my mum was standing beside me to have her drink also..
at that moment, we started to chat regarding my sister situations in Aus...
from the moment we chat i feel like want ask mummy to sponsor me some money to buy a dress for ball night but i was no dare to ask as i know she will scold me because me going to spend money again...
so, im thinking to tell her in a indirect way..hehe..(jia dao bao)
after few minutes of our conversation, i told mum that...
"mum, do u know im going to a ball night which held by our school in the following monday? besides, this maybe is the last year for having this ball night in Kuala Lumpur so i was decided to go with my friends...but the problem that i facing now is i don't have enough money to afford a dress for that night as it maybe expensive or maybe i want buy other things. So, mum can u sponsor me a bit? "
after i told my mum, then she is laughing at me and ask how much i need for the dress that i want? and u already find the dress that u like?
then i tell her " actually i haven't go and see any dress because i don't have money to buy"..haha
after she heard then she think for a while and said she knows for a ball night dress is quite expensive and asked me again how much of money i wan her sponsor?
then i just silent and looking at her...then she said isnt 1++ sth is enough for u?
and i answered her "shd be enough for me ba"..
(actually i just wan my mum sponsor me 50 bucks only..haha..too bad..)
however, she didn't said that she really will sponsor me..then i was thinking she maybe joking wif me jek as she don't like me always buy clothes...


after one hour later, she came in my room and asked me to do her a favor..
after she told me what shd i do, then i asked again "mum, u reli will sponsor me d ho"
then she said ball night dress is really expensive d le...
and i said "i know but...(smiling at her)"
after that, she told me that i will give u *** 2moro but u cannot spend all of the money...ok?
from the moment she was agreed to sponsor me, i feel very happy and very love my mum as this is the first time she didn't scold me for asking her to sponsor me for a dress...

wah, it's really great that i get the sponsor from her...
i wan to tell my mummy that, "mummy i really love u o"..wakaka...

and today i really bought a black long dress ed..
i like the dress but after i bought i feel like its too mature ed la..
how r?should i wear on that day? but i gt a feel wanna go and buy a new one but if let my mum knows then she will scold and kill me le...
gt a uncertainty here~~~
tarzan dress, should i wear u? a(pointless)haha

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