~~my little world~~

sometimes i don't know how to express my true feeling!!Thus, i like to write it out~~~hope after that ,i will feel better and comfortable!!

tORtoIsE's bLoG~~~@@!!

~~i'm a pretty tortoise~~keke!!

~~~hOt TemPer~~~~

Again and again...HOT TEMPER....
i should not speaked so loud wif my lovely mum...I SHOULD NOT...
but....im lost of control when she called me during my sleeping time and talked something that i not like...
after ended the call start to feel regret for what i did...
i wanna say sorry wif her but i not dare to call back her.....im not usual to do this kind of thing especially to my lovely family...but now it makes me not feeling well at all....

WHAT SHOULD I DO????

i know she also has the same feeling now as me as i speak so loud wif her....
she sure will feel sad d...but i reli not dare to say sorry wif her le...
haiz....it makes me regret wat i did.....

so i just can say here...Mummy sorry for wat i did...i shd not talk so loud wif u d...is my fault..reli sorry...

HOT TEMPER makes me crazy sometimes but i ed try my best to change it...
however, sometimes reli lost of control d...haiz...
i think i shd totally change my hot temper d...

To my parent:
SOrry for everything dat i did that have hurt both of u...
i will try my best to change it...give me sometimes...
i really feel glad to have both of u as my parent d...
I LOVE U MUMMY N DADDY and ALL MY SIBLINGS...

longtime did not updated my blog already but today after i saw something i do not know how to express and share my feeling to my friend and i just feel hurt and sad..
aiks....aiks...aiks....@_**
haiz...i am facing a problem again~~!!how should i speak out??
what should I do in order to voice up my unhappiness regarding this kind of issue???
i really wana let someone know....
"Do you know your existence brings me a lot of troublesome????
Do you know your actions will hurt me???
Don't you feel that your actions very fake in the eye of other people??? maybe you think it is nothing but have you think on behalf of other people??? HAVE YOU???
Don't you think you are super expert in acting pity and lonely???
Keep acting like you are the one who gets HURT!!! make other feel that I am a bad person and keep wan me do something in order to has interaction with you... why is my fault?? why????? why should I do that?"
Do you know how important they all for me?? regardless who they are..all of them are very important in my heart i cannot because of you then lost all of them???????~~~!!!
But i am wondering why all of them very like u this fake people...isn't u too clever in acting? while i am not that kind of expert???
keep saying " we are longtime friends, don't you know my attitude??"..
this is my answer: coz i know u well so i know you are which type of people...
I really this issue can stop in my mind~~~!!!!....................................
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.......................................................im speechless with your action~~!!!!!!!